Archive for April, 2009

A New Perspective

April 8th, 2009

Living in north Texas sometimes leaves you flat so to speak. While I do travel some for my job most of what I see is city, and flatlands where the predominate colors are gray and brown. Yesterday I traveled through a part of Colorado that made me wonder at Jehovah’s majesty.  It is just what I needed.

 

You see I have been feeling down lately. I had my confidence shaken while working on getting the ministry started.  I was so sure about where things were going that a ground shaking revelation completely took me off of my feet. I wish I could say more about what happened, but it involves personal details about someone else’s life so I can’t divulge what happened. It just left me questioning my own judgment and ability to know if something is from G_d or if it is my own wishful thinking. Top that off with it being the anniversary what was the worst day of my life and you can probably see why I have been down.

 

Yet the trip up here reminded me of Who is in control and despite my despondency of late will make all of His plans come to fruition.  I just have to quit fighting it like I am so wont to do when I am feeling down. I mean if He can create such wonders like the Rockies then my little problems are nothing for Him. I just needed an new perspective to see it.